It’s a little hard to believe it’s been a month since my
last post. If you’ll keep that in mind
when reading, it won’t seem so long.
Maybe. Busyness at work, the
holidays and family visits have filled our time, I guess. Not to mention…we took a very quick 2-day
trip to Cincinnati last week. Mark’s
parents were in town, so his mom & I drove Aida to Cincinnati this past
Wednesday for an MRI to be followed by an appointment with our doctors Thursday
morning.
The trip up was not AWESOME – simply because Aida couldn’t
eat anything after 4 hours before the appointment time and could have no water
or anything after 2 hours before. She
was not thrilled. Of course, with
playing or walking or whatever, we would have been in better shape, but she was
stuck in the car seat. Still it could
have been worse. Anyway, we got there
right on time, which would actually be an hour and a half before they would
actually sedate her. So we played,
walked, coaxed, sang, danced, and did everything we could to keep her happy
until it was finally time.
For some reason, I thought they would only be scanning her
pelvis/spine for the lesions in her bones, but in fact, they were scanning her
head & abdomen as well. It’s
logical, of course, if you’re going to sedate her. Just do it all! I had been expecting about an hour-long
procedure, but it was two & a half.
Again, a good plan, but not what I’d had in mind. Aida had been sick with a cold & was
given antibiotic for a double ear infection the day before. She didn’t seem much worse for the wear, but
I sure was. She wasn’t sleeping well so
neither was I.
On that note, I should jump to the “about time” news. Two days before we left for Thanksgiving,
Aida slept through the night. Two nights
in a row. Obviously, hauling her off to
sleep in some new place wouldn’t be ideal, but it wasn’t too bad! She only got up once the first night we got
there. Had we been at home, we would
have been farther away with a sound machine, so we might not have heard her
anyway. The real trouble came when she
got that cold I mentioned. Not breathing
well makes sleeping a hassle. Anyway,
we’re just about back to normal now, and while she’s getting up earlier than
I’d prefer, she’s sleeping for a good 10 hours at a time. It’s a beautiful thing.
So the good enough news is this…the lesion(s) on her brain
are growing “with” her, as are many on the outside. She has one that looks like a beauty mark on
her eye. It doesn’t look bigger to me on
her eyelid, but of course, SHE’S bigger, so everything is. The bone lesions are
still a question. They looked worse on
the MRI, but they’re comparing to an MRI without contrast (this one was
with). We should hear more this week
after our doctors talk to the radiologist that initially spotted the lesions
months ago. At the moment, we don’t know
if they are actually worse or just look that way. If they ARE worse, I’m not sure what will
happen next. They can be biopsied,
though so far, biopsies have only been sort of helpful.
The good news & the long haul news are related. For now, the liver lesions are the best. They are actually, genuinely, measurably
smaller. That’s wonderful news really. They showed us the comparison from months ago
til now. It does not take a trained eye
to see the improvement. I have the
images on a CD but haven’t figured out how to open them. When I do, I’ll share. It’s amazing to see. Still, our doctor is still “nervous.” There are two reasons. First, they still
can’t definitively say what these things are.
That is, they can’t predict how they will behave, so it’s useless. Anything could happen. Or nothing.
We just don’t know. Second, she
said they used to say that the liver lesions never turned into anything, so as
long as they weren’t causing problems (liver function, for example), it was
fine. Unfortunately, they’ve had
patients with “similar” lesions that have
turned into something scarier. I don’t
remember what she called it, but it was something something-noma. Not good.
Anyway, for now, we’re okay in that regard. They’re shrinking, not growing. If that changes, we may have other
challenges. Sooooo, we’ll scan every 6
months or so for a while…like til she’s 7 or 8 probably.
All that said, she is doing well TODAY. They are not consuming like they used to,
they are growing at a reasonable pace, and we have phenomenal doctors to count
on. I was so tired the day of, I was
just coasting on fumes. I was more positive than everyone else, I think, until
I got some sleep. It’s still all very
good. I just keep looking forward to the
day when this is “that thing that happened one time.” I just thought it’d be here sooner. The doctor in Cincinnati doesn’t seem to
think chemo once a month would do very much, so it sounds like we may be done
with that soon. Yay!!!!!!!!!!
For now, we’re scheduled for chemo on Monday, so I’m hoping
that is the last or at least the next to last.
Apparently, they keep kids on the other drug she takes for 2 years. She’s been on it for 6 months. It’s really not a hassle except that it has
to be refrigerated, costs the most & causes (mild) stomach & blood
pressure issues that require two more medications. The doctor also said that there’s no way to
know if any of the medications have done anything at all. Maybe the coagulopathy (blood issues) got
better on its own. (I’d say maybe it was
a miracle.) Maybe the drugs helped. Maybe not.
In normal life news, Aida is 9 months old and continues to try to eat
everything. Almost. We got a Christmas tree yesterday, which has
thrown her for a loop. She grabs it and
stares but hasn’t tried to eat it yet.
Interesting. She is progressively
more mobile. This morning, Mark’s mom
found her with the monitor across her chest and the fan that was clipped to the
side (up high-ish) down inside the crib.
Don’t worry. They are now
permanently out of reach. Then this
afternoon, she crawled the equivalent of a couple steps. Also, I’m afraid she’s
been spoiled the last couple of weeks too and/or she is at the beginning stages
of separation anxiety. The latter is a
bummer because she’s generally SO easy.
We can break her of the spoiled expectations, but the feeling that we
have abandoned her will just take some time.
Boooo.
Please pray for Aida’s eyes.
I’m concerned that her eye that has turned in a little - off and on all
along - is worsening. Fortunately, we
already have a follow up visit to the ophthalmologist next week. As of the last visit, the doctor didn’t think
lesions/hemangiomas/whatever were the culprit, so it might just be, as our
pediatrician put it recently “bad luck.”
Seriously. Again, it’s another
something that we just don’t know. I may
be transitioning from making pretty headbands to pretty eye patches. Wonder if there’s a market for that. Anyway, please pray that for once we have a
clear answer! First pray that it’s
nothing, and she’s all good. Then pray
that it’s clear either way. J Also, please continue to pray for her
complete healing. I sometimes forget (ignore)
how much mess there still is. I always
want to avoid being dramatic, but the reality is still quite serious…and
ambiguous.
Thanks so much for continued prayers, support & concern!
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